Out Beyond Ideas of Wrongdoing and Rightdoing, There is a Field. Meet Me There.

Out Beyond Ideas of Wrongdoing and Rightdoing, There is a Field. Meet Me There.

Sunday, January 15, 2012

Look into my eyes - Outlandish

Beautiful song and message! I get so emotional each time I watch this. We need to fight against the only evil of this world... we must unite and not divide, we are all one love under God.

Thursday, August 18, 2011


Rome was not built in a day...

Monday, August 15, 2011

Who'd ever thought..

Who'd ever thought life had so many miraculous presents for me to claim as my very own. presents of prosper, happiness, inspiration, hope and presents of fortune. on the contrary, who'd ever thought these presents were right below my nose all this while that I have been searching and contemplating, "when will it be my turn to be complete and happy".

life can really surprise people, especially me. But I think that's the point. I think that surprises have such a great role in our lives. Mine for that matter.
I often look back, far back into my childhood and ask myself, "why me?" what did I have to go through the things I do? Why do I have to look for all the nagging issues and play them over and over in my head? "Im scared", I'd say... that one day I will regret all of this. I do now, I could only imagine when I really have to face my fears. I constantly try to prepare mystelf for destiny as though I know exactly what will happen to me next and all the while, I am destained by the simple conclusion that I have no idea what is next. So why do I do that? Ill tell you now. I'm no genius but that is a big huge waste of time. So I came to write about this because I finally came to drop all of it. I want to.. and I will now see life from a different angle. One where there is beauty, happiness, fortune, and joy in all that I do. Even something that would seem so horrible to even imagine, will too be a positive reactor. It is possible you know, that is the key to happiness, I swear it. I know it because I have tried it and it felt wonderous. I felt invincible and truly happy and yes, simultaneously, selfless. I have a much better relationship with all my friends and foes because now a foe isnt a foe but the greatest blessing in my life. This is because that foe is my greatest teacher in my life. I have never ever learned anything from any other person who has agreed with me, most often I learn by those who disagree with me. I am how aligned with my sould purpose in life. No one said will be easy and I may get distracted here and there as well as thrown off track but, I know that it was meant to be and I will come back to me as soon as I realise that I came to all my situations in life for the same conclusion and that is to be happy. it's just simple fate.

I want to thank someone special right now for giving me the opportunity to open my eyes. Someone who I should have trusted long ago, who had all the answers and all the right ways of thinking. Thank you Jessica-Lauren. You truly gave me the confidence to put everything into perepsective. You kept strong and practiced what you preached. I admire you, and I know that no matter what, at the end of the day, each mistake I make, I will come back to you and know that you are who I really am.

With the strength of God, I also know how blessed I am... and I will forever know that God is always there to support me as well. After all, God has made me fortunate enough to have all the problems I face, all the hardships, all the bad times. I truly am thankful for all of the suffering God, no sarcasm here, just irony but, you have been so Good to me ;).

I now look ahead excited for the future. I see Good things even through the bad things, I see growth I see beauty, I see true love for all that I have in my life. I love everyone even more than I ever did because I know exactly what love is to me.
I see each part of my life as a chapter in my very own novel, and a great way to relive happiness each time.

After all,
Happiness is a state of mind, Not a set of circumstances
- J.L.

Feel blessed for eveything in life, EVERYTHING. I promise none of it runs parellel to happiness.

Saturday, August 13, 2011

And just when...

...And just when the caterpillar thought her world was over, she transformed into a butterfly

Monday, May 16, 2011

What God Wants con't

I have to address this topic once again, what god wants- is nothing...absolutely nothing but to give us all the opportunity to experience life. I am not going to get in depth as I addressed this previously in another blog. I addressed it through my Favourite author of all time (Neale Donald Waslch) and his book "WHAT GOD WANTS" .... but this time I'm here to write about a second book from him called "HOME WITH GOD"... he has multiple series of this book which continue on conversations with god in attempt to aid us all from continuosly retsraining ourselves from being happy and allowing us to stay on track in life.

This book really brought me to the core of my being, to my pure soul, to bring me closer to God than I have ever been, because I am closer to understanding who I really am at the core of my being and that is God, as God lives within me, infact God is me elaboratively speaking.

We all must come to understand that we are never condemned or not loved by the Devine no matter what we have done. God will always love us. And much of what we condemn ourselves for, anything in life has, to do with the simple fact that we do not feel worthy of God. Even those who dont believe in God at all experience this through a subconcious level because the core of our being, which is god is also our concious.... and any guilt, shame, hurt, misunderstanding that thrives from our concious is also the same place where the exact opposite of that can flourish. As souls made into physical human beings at birth, we choose everything in life... infact we choose our life and when we want to live, wat experiences we want induce, what family we want to be enriched with, and much more in fact we even choose our own death... it is very hard to loosely state this without having to read the book to understand it more precisely. But I can assure you all that if you do go out and get this book, you will no longer quetsion my statement. Life is a big question mark indeed... but thats what our soul purpose came here to figure out. And God is with you throughout it all, the good the bad, the beautiful and the ugly.

The book changed my life, Yet im still learning each day and struggling with things and as I do, one thing keeps me on track and moving forward. one simple thought keeps me focused, and I too have many struggles staying persistent. But here it is, everyting that happens in life is meant to be, and that phrase means more than it ever did after reading this book, and I musn't look into the past as it is an illusion and an experience, nothing more nothing less... life can only go one from one point and that one point is Now. We must live in the now, and understand that now is where your happiness manifests from. And Now is who you are not yesterday or even tomorrow. But NOW.

"be distracting by the moment" Jc.

Friday, May 6, 2011


Every act of conscious learning requires the willingness to suffer an injury to one's self-esteem. That is why young children, before they are aware of their own self-importance, learn so easily

Saturday, April 30, 2011

Stuffed Peppers

Hello Bloggers!

I haven't posted any of my meals lately probably because I haven't cooked in while.... But now that I got the summer to myself its time to start doing all the things I love to do....

for one thing, cooking:)

I made stuffed peppers the other day for my parents :)

The peppers were packed with ground beef, whipped egg and bread crums as well as diced zucchini and onion....

I don't have much more to write about tonight! Have a great one Bloggers!